That word nearly destroyed what remained of my self-control.
“Technically?”
Dad murmured my name.
I held up one hand.
“No.”
I needed to hear it.
I needed every ugly piece of it.
“Explain technically married.”
Rowan lowered his voice.
“We separated years ago.”
“Divorced?”
“No.”
“So married.”
“Phoebe—”
“So our marriage…”
My throat closed.
Mara answered carefully.
“If the previous marriage was still legally valid when you married Rowan, your marriage may be void.”
Void.
Six years.
A wedding.
A home.
Anniversaries.
Pregnancy.
All reduced to a legal word.
Void.
I sat down.
My legs couldn’t hold me anymore.
Dad handed Leo gently to me.
The moment my son touched my chest, something anchored inside me.
Whatever Rowan had lied about, Leo was real.
His warm weight was real.
His tiny breathing was real.
I kissed his forehead.
Then I looked at Rowan.
“Where is Rose?”
He didn’t answer.
Mara did.
“That is what I’ve been trying to determine.”
Rowan flinched.
I stared at Mara.
“You don’t know?”
“No.”
“When did anyone last see her?”
Mara hesitated.
“Approximately seven years ago.”
My blood chilled.
Dad looked at Rowan.
“What happened to her?”
“Nothing.”
Too fast.
Mara’s eyes sharpened.
“Rose Rooke disappeared from Nevada seven years ago. At the time, police treated it as a voluntary disappearance. She had withdrawn cash, packed clothing, and sent messages to relatives saying she wanted to start over.”
“Then she left,” Rowan said.
Mara looked at him.
“Possibly.”
“Not possibly. She left.”
“Except two months ago, one of those messages was examined again.”
Rowan stopped breathing.
Mara continued.
“The metadata showed it was sent from a laptop registered to Adrian Rooke.”
I tightened my arms around Leo.
Dad stepped forward.
“You sent the messages.”
Rowan’s eyes flashed.
“No.”
“Then explain it.”
“I shared the laptop with her.”
Mara opened another page.
“The message was sent three days after Rose’s phone stopped moving.”
“What does that mean?” I asked.
Mara’s expression changed slightly.
“It means investigators have reopened the disappearance.”
Rowan suddenly grabbed his coat.
“I’m done.”
Dad blocked him.
“You’re not going anywhere.”
“You can’t detain me.”
“No.”
Dad glanced toward the window.
“But they can.”
Two dark sedans had pulled up across the street.
Rowan froze.
Mara looked almost amused.
“I suggested law enforcement wait outside while I confirmed identity.”
“You set me up.”
“No. You walked into your own house.”
“My house.”
I looked at him.
“Not anymore.”
For the first time, he looked directly at Leo.
His son.
Or perhaps the only person in the room he believed he could still use.
His expression softened instantly.
“Phoebe.”
I hated how familiar that voice was.
The voice he used after arguments.
After cruel comments.
After apologies that always made me question whether I had overreacted.
“Whatever you think I did,” he whispered, “don’t take my son away from me.”
I stared at him.
“You haven’t even asked his name.”
Rowan blinked.
I waited.
Nothing.
“You didn’t ask when he was born.”
“Phoebe—”
“You didn’t ask whether I was okay.”
“I knew you were at the hospital.”
“You didn’t know if I survived.”
He looked away.
That was the moment I stopped seeing my husband.
I saw a stranger wearing his face.
Someone who had studied me.
Learned me.
Mirrored what I wanted.
And somewhere along the way, I had mistaken familiarity for love.
The knock at the door came minutes later.
Two investigators entered.
They spoke quietly with Mara.
Then one approached Rowan.
“Mr. Rooke?”
Rowan glanced at me.
There was hatred in his eyes now.
Not sadness.
Not regret.
Hatred.
“You did this.”
I almost answered.
Dad did first.
“No.”
His voice was calm.
“You did.”
The investigator explained that Rowan wasn’t being arrested, but they had questions concerning Rose Rooke’s disappearance and several financial fraud investigations.
Rowan looked toward the hallway.
Toward the stairs.
I recognized the calculation instantly.
Escape.
The investigator recognized it too.
“Sir.”
Rowan stopped.
For a moment, no one moved.
Then Rowan smiled.
It was one of the strangest things I had ever seen.
His whole expression changed.
The frightened husband vanished.
The charming man returned.
“I’ll cooperate.”
He held out his hands.
“Of course.”
Mara watched him closely.
“So easy?”
“I have nothing to hide.”
But as they led him toward the door, Rowan passed close enough to whisper beside my ear.
“Ask your father about Zurich.”
I stiffened.
He smiled.
Then walked outside.
The front door closed behind him.
I looked at Dad.
“Zurich?”
He was staring out the window.
“Dad.”
Nothing.
Mara looked between us.
“Gideon?”
My father slowly turned.
And suddenly I recognized the same expression I had seen on Rowan minutes earlier.
Not guilt.
Fear.
“Dad.”
I stood.
“What is Zurich?”
He rubbed one hand over his mouth.
“Phoebe, this isn’t the time.”
My stomach dropped.
“That’s exactly what Rowan says when he’s lying.”
Dad flinched.
Mara closed her folder.
“I should leave.”
“No.”
I looked at her.
“If you know something, tell me.”
She hesitated.
Dad spoke sharply.
“Mara.”
She looked at him.
“You knew this day might come.”
I stared at my father.
“What day?”
Dad walked toward the fireplace.
For several seconds, he stood with his back to me.
Then he turned.
“Your mother didn’t die the way I told you.”
My chest tightened.
My mother had died when I was seventeen.
Car accident.
Rain.
Mountain road.
That was the story.
That had always been the story.
“What are you talking about?”
Dad’s voice became rough.
“There was an investigation after the crash.”
“Yes. You told me.”
“I didn’t tell you everything.”
Leo stirred in my arms.
I looked down automatically, then back at him.
“What didn’t you tell me?”
Dad’s face looked suddenly old.
“The accident happened three weeks after your mother returned from Zurich.”
“So?”
“She had gone there because she discovered irregularities in one of our companies.”
Of course.
Numbers.
Secrets.
Money.
Apparently every tragedy in my life began with a ledger.
“What kind of irregularities?”
“Hidden accounts. Shell companies. Asset transfers.”
My pulse quickened.
“Fraud?”
“Yes.”
“Who was responsible?”
Dad looked at Mara.
Mara looked away.
“Dad.”
He whispered a name.
“Arthur Rooke.”
I froze.
Rooke.
The room tilted.
“No.”
Dad nodded.
“Arthur worked for me.”
I struggled to speak.
“Related to Rowan?”
“We believe he was Adrian Rooke’s father.”
The air left my lungs.
I sat down hard.
Mara stepped closer.
“Phoebe—”
I shook my head.
No.
This was impossible.
Rowan hadn’t stumbled into my life.
He hadn’t randomly married the daughter of Gideon Sterling without knowing who she was.
A horrifying thought formed.
I looked at Dad.
“Did Rowan know who I was when he met me?”
Silence.
“Dad.”
He closed his eyes.
Mara answered.
“Almost certainly.”
I felt physically sick.
Six years of memories changed shape all at once.
The coffee shop where we met.
His surprise when I told him my surname.
His curiosity about my childhood.
The questions about my father.
The jokes about wealthy families.
Every accidental conversation suddenly seemed deliberate.
“He chose me.”
Nobody denied it.
“Why?”
Dad looked at me.
“Arthur Rooke disappeared shortly after your mother died.”
“Disappeared?”
“Yes.”
“Did he kill her?”
“We never proved it.”
The room blurred.
“And you think Rowan came after me because of his father?”
“We don’t know.”
I stood again.
“No more partial answers.”
My voice cracked.
“I just discovered my husband has another wife, three names, fraud investigations, and possibly a missing woman attached to him. You are going to stop protecting me and tell me what happened.”
Dad stared at Leo.
Then at me.
“After your mother died, I found evidence Arthur had stolen approximately forty-one million dollars.”
My jaw dropped.
“Forty-one million?”
“Most was recovered.”
“Most?”
“Not all.”
“How much is missing?”
“Eight million.”
Mara crossed her arms.
“Plus interest and appreciation.”
I looked at Dad.
“Where did it go?”
“We never found it.”
Another horrible possibility formed.
“Rowan thinks you have it.”
“No.”
“Then why marry me?”
Dad didn’t answer.
Mara did.
“Maybe he believed your mother hid something before she died.”
I felt cold.
“What?”
“Account credentials. Documents. Evidence.”
I laughed weakly.
“My mother left me recipes and jewelry.”
Dad looked at me.
“Did she leave you the blue music box?”
I stared at him.
The question made no sense.
“Yes.”
My mother’s old music box had sat in my bedroom since I was seventeen.
Blue porcelain.
Tiny silver stars.
It played Moon River when opened.
Dad’s face changed.
“Where is it?”
“At home.”
“This home?”
“Yes.”
He moved instantly.
“Show me.”
We went upstairs.
My body protested every step.
Mara carried Leo after insisting I shouldn’t carry him on the stairs.
Dad followed me into the bedroom.
The music box sat inside my closet beneath a stack of scarves.
I handed it to him.
His fingers trembled.
“I haven’t seen this since your mother died.”
“You never asked.”
“I thought it was lost.”
He turned it over.
Nothing unusual.
Then he pressed one of the small silver stars painted near the base.
Click.
A hidden panel opened.
I stopped breathing.
Inside was a tiny brass key.
Mara whispered, “Well.”
I stared at Dad.
“You knew?”
“No.”
“But Mom did.”
Dad removed the key.
Attached to it was a narrow paper label.
Z-417.
Zurich.
My skin prickled.
Mara looked at Dad.
“Safety deposit?”
“Possibly.”
I stared at the tiny key.
For seven years, it had been sitting in my closet.
And Rowan had been living under the same roof.
A new thought hit me.
“Did Rowan ever touch this?”
I tried to remember.
Then I did.
Last Christmas.
He had reorganized the closet while I visited a client.
At the time, I had thought it was sweet.
I felt nauseated.
“He knew.”
Dad looked at me.
“Maybe.”
“No.”
I shook my head.
“He spent an entire weekend searching this room when I was away.”
Mara frowned.
“Did anything disappear?”
“I don’t know.”
Dad examined the music box.
Then froze.
“What?”
He turned it toward us.
Scratches.
Fresh scratches surrounded the hidden compartment.
Someone had opened it before.
But the key was still there.
Mara stared at it.
“If Rowan found the key, why leave it?”
Dad’s expression darkened.
“Because the key wasn’t what he wanted.”
He reached into the compartment and removed a second object I hadn’t seen.
A strip of folded paper wedged deep inside.
He unfolded it.
Three handwritten numbers.
A date.
And a name.
I leaned closer.
The handwriting was my mother’s.
The name was unmistakable.
ROSE.
Mara inhaled sharply.
“Rose Rooke?”
I looked from the note to her.
“How could my mother know Rowan’s wife?”
“She couldn’t.”
Dad’s voice had gone flat.
“Your mother died years before Rowan married Rose.”
I looked at the date.
My skin went cold.
“Then this isn’t referring to his wife.”
Mara stared at the numbers.
“No.”
Dad suddenly sat on the edge of the bed.
For the first time in my life, Gideon Sterling looked genuinely shaken.
I whispered, “Dad?”
He pointed at the first number.
“That’s not an account number.”
“What is it?”
“A case file.”
His face had turned pale.
“From the private investigation into your mother’s death.”
Mara leaned closer.
“And Rose?”
Dad looked at me.
“The investigator assigned to your mother’s case was named Rose.”
I felt my heart pounding.
“What was her last name?”
Dad didn’t answer.
He didn’t need to.
Mara already knew.
Her face had changed.
She slowly reached into her leather folder.
Then removed a photograph.
An older photograph.
The edges were bent.
A woman stood beside my mother outside a bank in Zurich.
Young.
Dark-haired.
Serious.
Mara placed the picture beside the note.
“My God,” she whispered.
I looked at the woman.
Then at Mara.
Because I knew that face.
Older now.
Different haircut.
But unmistakable.
“Mara?”
Her eyes filled with something I couldn’t read.
“No.”
Dad stood.
“You told me Rose Ellison died.”
Mara’s voice barely moved.
“She did.”
Dad pointed at the photograph.
“Then who are you?”
The silence that followed seemed endless.
Mara looked toward the bedroom door.
Then toward Leo.
Something in her expression made every instinct in my body scream.
She took one slow step backward.
Dad moved between her and the doorway.
“Mara.”
She stopped.
Then smiled.
It was no longer the professional smile I had seen downstairs.
It was tired.
Almost sad.
“You always were slow when grief was involved, Gideon.”
My father went white.
I tightened my grip on the bedpost.
“Who are you?”
She looked at me.
And for the first time, I noticed her eyes.
Gray.
Exactly like mine.
Her voice softened.
“Your mother called me Rose.”
Everything inside me stopped.
Dad whispered, “Impossible.”
Mara—Rose—looked down at Leo.
Then back at me.
“No, Gideon.”
She reached slowly into the inside pocket of her jacket.
Dad tensed.
But she didn’t pull out a weapon.
She pulled out a photograph.
My mother.
Holding a newborn baby.
Behind the photograph, written in faded blue ink, were four words.
FOR GIDEON, IF I FAIL.
Dad took the photograph.
His hands shook.
I stared at the baby.
Then at the date printed in the corner.
It was two years before I was born.
“What is this?”
Rose looked directly at me.
“That’s the question Rowan has been trying to answer for years.”
I could barely hear myself.
“Who is the baby?”
She glanced toward the window.
Outside, one of the investigators’ cars was already gone.
The other was pulling away.
With Rowan inside.
Rose exhaled.
Then she said the words that changed everything again.
“The baby was Arthur Rooke’s son.”
Dad stared at her.
“But Adrian was already born.”
“Yes.”
My blood went cold.
Rose looked at Leo.
Then at me.
“Rowan isn’t Adrian Rooke.”
I couldn’t breathe.
She continued.
“Adrian Rooke died twenty-seven years ago.”
Dad whispered, “Then who did Phoebe marry?”
Rose’s eyes met mine.
“I don’t know.”
Downstairs, glass shattered.
All three of us froze.
Then came the sound of the back door opening.
Dad ran toward the hallway.
Rose followed.
I stayed in the bedroom because Leo had begun crying.
Seconds later, Dad shouted from downstairs.
“PHOEBE!”
I hurried to the landing.
The living room was empty.
The leather folder lay open on the floor.
Papers scattered everywhere.
The music box had disappeared from Dad’s hands sometime in the confusion.
And on the coffee table sat Rowan’s phone.
He had supposedly left with investigators ten minutes earlier.
The screen lit up.
A message appeared.
From an unknown number.
DON’T TRUST ROSE.
Then another.
SHE WAS IN THE CAR WITH YOUR MOTHER.
And a third.
ASK YOUR FATHER WHO CUT THE BRAKE LINE.
I stared at Dad.
He stared back at me.
And somewhere behind us, Rose quietly locked the front door.
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